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- Me: i'm going to get better, i can do it this time.
- Schizophrenia: no you wont ever get better, you don't want to get better, sick is all you know.
- Me: i'm hungry, i'm going to go for a meal with my boyfriend
- Eating Disorder: No, you dont deserve it, look how fat you are already. you dont need to eat.
- Me: i think today i'm going to try and go out with my friends, sunbathe, have fun.
- ASPD: no, they hate you, they all hate you, you don't need them, get rid of them now. now. NOW.
- Me: i think today, i'm going to try and make people proud of me,change it all around be happy.
- SPD: no. no. NO. your don't deserve happy, we pick how you feel, we pick who you are. HAPPY is just not acceptable. sad, yes sad. no, worthless yes. yes YES.
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it was my birthday yesterday yay. got loads of cro, dr martens, creepers and driving lessons. plus im spending the weekend getting high my my guuuurl
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- everyone: you're so quiet
- me: i'm not quiet i just don't fucking like you
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Isn’t it disturbing how many of us are ready to die so young?
(Source: ourpsychoticyouth, via e-ma-ci-ate)
